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(11 Escapes | Escape from Hellview)

[06 Nov 2004|02:57pm]
[ mood | crazy ]
[ music | SR - 71 - Politically Correct ]

Anthonys 15th Birthday! YAY! Happy Birthday.

Love Kaela

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Why? [13 Oct 2004|05:55pm]
Post your favorite memory of me.
It can be anything you want.

Then post this to your journal.
See what people remember about you.

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How could you, how could you, how could you love me? [23 Sep 2004|06:17pm]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | Skillet - Open Wounds ]

Have you ever...
[x] been drunk.
[x]smoked pot.
[x] kissed a member of the opposite sex.
[x] rode in a taxi.
[x] been dumped.
[x] shoplifted.
[x] been fired.
[x] been in a fist fight.
[ ] had a threesome - kissing or otherwise
[x] snuck out of your parent's house.
[ ]been arrested.
[ ] made out with a stranger.
[ ]stole something from your job.
[ ]celebrated new years in times square.
[ ] went on a blind date.
[ ]lied to a friend.
[ ]had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans.
[x] been to europe.
[x] skipped school.
[ ] thrown up from drinking.
[ ] lost your sibling.
[x] played 'clue'
[x] had a sleepover party.
[ ] went ice skating.
[ ] dropped x.
[ ] cheated on a bf/gf.
[x] been cheated on.
[ ] had a sweet sixteen.
[ ] had a quincea?
[ ]had a car.
[x] drove.

Do you...
[ ] have a bf.
[ ] have a gf.
[x] have a crush.
[ ]feel loved.
[x] feel lonely
[ ] feel happy.
[x] hate yourself.
[ ]think you are attractive.
[ ]have a dog.
[x] have your own room.
[ ] listen to rap.
[x] listen to rock.
[ ] listen to soul.
[x] listen to techno.
[ ]listen to reggae.
[x] paint your nails.
[x] have more than 1 best friend.
[x] play an instrument.
[ ]have slippers.
[x] wear boxers.
[ ] wear black eyeliner.
[ ]like the color blue.
[ ]like the color yellow.
[ ] cyber.
[x] like to read.
[x] like to write.
[x] have long hair.
[x] have short hair.
[x] have a cell phone.
[ ]have a laptop.
[ ] have a pager.

Are you...
[x] ugly.
[x] pretty.
[x] ok.
[x] bored.
[ ] happy.
[ ] bilingual.
[x] white.
[ ] black.
[ ] mexican.
[ ] asian.
[x] short.
[ ] tall.
[ ] grounded.
[ ] sick.
[ ]lazy.
[x] single.
[ ] taken.
[x] looking.
[ ] not looking.
[x] talking to someone.
[ ]IMing someone.
[x] scared to die.
[x]tired.
[x] sleepy.
[x] annoyed.
[x] hungry.
[ ] thirsty.
[ ] on the phone.
[ ] in your room.
[x] drinking something.
[ ] eating something.
[ ] in your pjs.
[x] ticklish.
[x] listening to music.

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hdiasuhdjsabdcjksacbaudhiuashdnjak [06 Sep 2004|06:38pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

Biggest Mistake: Going out with Ricky to forget the feelings I had for someone..Im not putting the name on here.

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[23 Aug 2004|11:05pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

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Can you keep a secret? [22 Aug 2004|07:34pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | Diferent types of songs. ]

I hate you so much.

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Carve your name into my arm. Instead of stressed, I lie here charmed. [16 Aug 2004|07:40pm]
[ mood | thoughtful ]
[ music | E - race - Invisable ]

Last night/Today:

Alyssa slept over and yeah.I was talking to Anthony and I dont know what the fuck happened but I thought he hated me and I couldnt think for shit.I seriously forgot where the hell I was for a while.I called Dave and talked to him for a while.Then I had to get off the phone cause my mother.I couldnt fall asleep cause I had to much on my mind.So I watched aqua teen..I love that shit.But it got boring so I changed it to All things rock.I watched the lostprophet and um..I cannot remember the other bands but that put me to sleep for a while.Then I woke up like and hour and a half later.Um..Then this morning I got woken up by katie asking for money for gas so I told her to get some out of my wallet.Umm..Then I got up at 12:00,took a shower, and talked to something..Whatever.Then at 4:30 I got online and Now I am here talking to Anthony and It was Dave too but he left.Well I am thinking about going to the movies tomm.I just dont know what movie and who wants to go..Oh well.Ill think.

Love me

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[10 Aug 2004|04:29pm]
[ mood | happy ]

I TALKED WITH MY BROTHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

IM HAPPY!

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[10 Aug 2004|01:58am]
I was going to update with a survey but I am tired as fuck and It is 2:00am..I am changing my aol screen name..I will send or Im everyone to let them know what it is.I am soooooooooo Fucking tired..But I cannot go to sleep.I have to many things on my mind.I need to get them off my mind.Well..Bye then.

Love me

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Bored... [27 Jul 2004|02:42pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | Beautiful - HIM ]

[1]--> when and how did we meet:
[2]--> have you ever seen me with my shirt off:
[3]--> have you ever seen me cry:
[4]--> describe me in four adjectives:
[5]--> if we could spend a day together what would we do:
[6]--> have we ever gotten in a fight:
[7]--> if you could give me a present what would it be:
[8]--> would you hug me:
[9]--> what do you really think of me:
[10]--> have we ever kissed:
[11]--> has there ever been anything you wanted to tell me, but were scared to:
[12]--> wanna makeout:
[13]--> name one thing you dont like about me:
[14]--> what's my favorite band:

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Love :) [03 Jul 2004|07:34pm]
Hello everyone. I just wanted to say that I love Alyssa. This much |-----------------------------------| x 129349203

</3

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[10 Jun 2004|03:29pm]
What Would You do if..?
I cried:
I asked you to help:
I died from natural causes:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got in a fight and you were there:
I got pregnent:
Impregnated a girl:
I got dumped:

What Do You Think Of My..?
Personality:
Eyes:
Face:
Hair:
Clothes:
Voice:
Humor:
Choice of music:
Body:


Would You..?
Spread rumors about me:
Keep a secret if I told you one:
Hold my hand:
Take a bullet for me:
Keep in touch:
Love me:
Have Sex with me:
Ditch me:
Use me:
Date me:
Beat me up:

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Just some lyrics..The one's I believe in and will follow for my life. [26 May 2004|07:28pm]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | Smile empty soul - silhouettes ]

Smile empty soul
silhouettes


silhouettes above the cradle hold me down
they won't let me go the wrong way
my mother taught me all the fables, told me how
in the end all the sinners have to pay
but...

i don't wanna live like my mother
i don't wanna let fear rule my life
and i don't wanna live like my father
i don't wanna give up before i die

he worked so hard his bones are breaking
he wore them down but long ago he lost the feeling
his good intentions leave me shaking, show me how
i don't ever want to end up like he did
and...

[chorus]

when i have kids
i won't put any chains on their wrists, i won't
i'll tell them this
there's nothing in this world that you can't be if you want it enough

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Pickled Skeletor Feet [04 May 2004|05:45pm]
[ mood | crazy ]
[ music | My Littlest Rat Biting My Shirt ]

I got me lip pierced...The people said that i had to have a legal guardian go into the room with me..Sorry dave..Ill take you in next time.

Anywho...That's really about it..so bye.

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[17 Apr 2004|09:22pm]
[ mood | drained ]
[ music | Silverchair - Miss You Love ]

Hello..

Today was boring yet fun. I got the shoe's I wanted.Then I had a Bacardi Silver:):) Also last night I got my Board..Kick Fucking Ass!!

Yup..Well this one is Reeeaaaalllllyyyyy Short.
Goodbye.


</3Kaela.

(41 Escapes | Escape from Hellview)

[21 Mar 2004|09:58pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | Placebo - Every Me And Every You ]

CkyIncubus [9:25 PM]: Soo Your Gothic?
Wtigerchick13 [9:25 PM]: who r u
CkyIncubus [9:25 PM]: Death.
CkyIncubus [9:25 PM]: Are You Gothic??
Wtigerchick13 [9:25 PM]: yea
CkyIncubus [9:25 PM]: Right.
Wtigerchick13 [9:26 PM]: what do u mean by that
CkyIncubus [9:26 PM]: Why Are You Gothic?
CkyIncubus [9:26 PM]: Tell Me In Your Own Words.
Wtigerchick13 [9:26 PM]: cuz i am
CkyIncubus [9:26 PM]: Like How?
Wtigerchick13 [9:26 PM]: what do u mean by that
CkyIncubus [9:26 PM]: How..
CkyIncubus [9:26 PM]: What Made You Gothic??
CkyIncubus [9:28 PM]: What Makes You Gothic?
Wtigerchick13 [9:29 PM]: ok i wear all blak my fav band is goth metal and im always depressed and i wear all black make up i like to sleep in cemitariys im a witch and im like pure white and i hate day time i mostly go out at night time and i sleep all day and im up all night
CkyIncubus [9:29 PM]: LMFAO
CkyIncubus [9:31 PM]: Nice Try..None Of That Shit Makes You Gothic..And Umm Who Would Belive That You Are A Witch..Who Gives A Fuck If You Supposably Slept In A Cematrys..Goths Are Not Always Depressed..
CkyIncubus [9:32 PM]: You Are Plainly A Posuer.
Wtigerchick13 [9:32 PM]: ya how do u kno aout al this stuff nad in diff places goth r diff ok so if u dont kno what ur talken about u can just shuty ur mouth
CkyIncubus [9:32 PM]: TAL FUCKING ENGLISH!
CkyIncubus [9:32 PM]: TALK**
Wtigerchick13 [9:33 PM]: i am
CkyIncubus [9:33 PM]: Uhh No I Cannot Understand All Your Fucking Getto Ass Talking.
Wtigerchick13 [9:34 PM]: ok then u avyesly havent been online for a l;ong time cuz this is how we talk so get fuxin used to it ok
Wtigerchick13 [9:34 PM]: and i kno i cant spell so
CkyIncubus [9:35 PM]: You Are Right..You Dont Know How To Spell.
Wtigerchick13 [9:35 PM]: so i can spell how i want when i want ok
Wtigerchick13 [9:36 PM]: and y the hell did u im me if ur just goin to say shyt about me
CkyIncubus [9:36 PM]: Sure..Whatever You Want Darling.
CkyIncubus [9:36 PM]: Because I Know Your Not Goth.
Wtigerchick13 [9:36 PM]: u dont kn me
CkyIncubus [9:36 PM]: I Know From What You Have Told Me That Your Not Gothic.
Wtigerchick13 [9:36 PM]: yea
Wtigerchick13 [9:37 PM]: well u dont kno who i am uv never seen me
CkyIncubus [9:37 PM]: You Are One That Likes To Think That Your Gothic.
CkyIncubus [9:37 PM]: Let Me Quess..You Shop At Hottopic??
Wtigerchick13 [9:37 PM]: yea so
CkyIncubus [9:38 PM]: So Your Gothic Cause You Shop There Too Huh?
Wtigerchick13 [9:38 PM]: no im gothic and i kno i am if u kno ghothic so well then what is it
CkyIncubus [9:39 PM]: Why Dont You Find That Out Yourself..Why Do You Need Me To Tell You?So You Can Copy Everything I Said??
Wtigerchick13 [9:40 PM]: no cuz im stayin who i am
Wtigerchick13 [9:40 PM]: im goin to stay me
CkyIncubus [9:41 PM]: Riight..Are YOu Going To Say That 2 Years From Now??
Wtigerchick13 [9:42 PM]: yea
CkyIncubus [9:42 PM]: Your A Fucked Up Little Posuer That Thinks Movie Gothic Images And Ways Are True Goth.
Wtigerchick13 [9:43 PM]: what so let me guess ur a tru goth
CkyIncubus [9:43 PM]: No..I Dont Call Myself Goth..I Have Friends That Are Gothic..Im Not Goth..Nor Are You..Get Over It.
Wtigerchick13 [9:44 PM]: w/e
CkyIncubus [9:44 PM]: Whatever.Is That All Your Going To Comeback With??
Wtigerchick13 [9:46 PM]: y should i wast my time on u
CkyIncubus [9:47 PM]: Because You Already FUCKING DID...Your Not Gothic.
Wtigerchick13 [9:47 PM]: and how the hell do u kno when i have no clue who the hell u r and if i dont kno u then u dont kno me ok
CkyIncubus [9:48 PM]: Spell Right.
Wtigerchick13 [9:48 PM]: i dont have to
CkyIncubus [9:48 PM]: You Nigger.
Wtigerchick13 [9:48 PM]: im a nigger yea i gue
CkyIncubus [9:49 PM]: You Are.
Wtigerchick13 [9:49 PM]: i never knew thaty
CkyIncubus [9:49 PM]: Now You Do.
Wtigerchick13 [9:50 PM]: well if im a nigger then ur just a piese of shyt that needs to get throwen out in the garbige
CkyIncubus [9:50 PM]: Oh Yeah..Dude Your Fucking Not GOTHIC Just Get Over It.
Wtigerchick13 [9:51 PM]: fine w/e i dont care what u say i kno what i am who i am ok
CkyIncubus [9:51 PM]: Oh Wait You Wont..You'll Go Into Your Room And Be Depressed(Because All Goths Are Depressed Right?)
Wtigerchick13 [9:52 PM]: no i never said that i just told u who i am
CkyIncubus [9:52 PM]: What A True Goth?
Wtigerchick13 [9:52 PM]: i never said i waz a tru goth i said i waz goth
CkyIncubus [9:53 PM]: True Goth,Goth...Whats The Diffrence??
Wtigerchick13 [9:54 PM]: this is a diff to me
CkyIncubus [9:54 PM]: Riight..
CkyIncubus [9:55 PM]: How Long Have You Been "Goth"
Wtigerchick13 [9:55 PM]: yea i guess i am rite
Wtigerchick13 [9:55 PM]: like 5 years
CkyIncubus [9:55 PM]: Sure..And How Old Are You??
Wtigerchick13 [9:56 PM]: 16
CkyIncubus [9:56 PM]: Right..And You Dont Know How To Fucking Spell.
CkyIncubus [9:56 PM]: Your not Sixteen.
Wtigerchick13 [9:57 PM]: how old am i then if u kno
CkyIncubus [9:57 PM]: Your Fucked Up..Go Cut Yourself.
Wtigerchick13 [9:57 PM]: trust me i already did
CkyIncubus [9:58 PM]: Cause Your Soo Goth.
Wtigerchick13 [9:58 PM]: no cuz my life is fuxed up
Wtigerchick13 [9:58 PM]: ok
CkyIncubus [9:58 PM]: Go Die..Just For My Pleasure.
Wtigerchick13 [9:58 PM]: no im not goin to make u happy i dont plz anyone but myself


My Lovely Convo With A Fake Goth.

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[21 Mar 2004|08:02pm]
[ mood | crazy ]
[ music | The T.V.? ]

YOU ALL SUCK ASS..Except For A Few Peoples.

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If You Leave,Dont Leave Now,Please Dont Take My Heart Away..Promise Me, Just One More Night [20 Mar 2004|09:50am]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | HIM - Right Here In My Arms. ]

Hello..

Sorry I Couldnt Update In A While..My Aunt And Uncle's Were Here.So Anyways I Fucking Hate The Snow..WHY DID IT HAVE TO SNOW ON THURSDAY AND FRIDAY!!!I Missed My Favorite Thing In School Because Of That Damn Snow.So How Are All You Guys Doing?Pizza Is A Good Brakfast.Dude I Am Soooooo Bored Right Now..And I Woke Up To Early.Yup Well I Have To Get Going..Goobye.

<3 Kaela.

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I Just Had To Take The Quiz.. [15 Mar 2004|04:00pm]
[ mood | sick ]

HASH(0x8928f34)
You are a Punk Boy Kiss! You met your cutie at that
concert last week... Instead of bringin home
some CDs and a shirt... you brought home him!


What kind of Hot Boy Kiss are you??
brought to you by Quizilla


Damn They Are Fucking Hot.

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Hahaha Funny Fucking Picture.. [15 Mar 2004|02:09pm]
[ music | The Calling - Stigmatized ]

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